bbq day..

yesterday i went to back from kampar to go for the hwee ling party at her house.. i been long time didn't go back puchong by bus, dunno how the structure they change.. when i arrived bukit jalil, there was crowded and very traffic jam.. i waited for my sister almost an hour only i get into the car due to the traffic jam...>.< so damn hot..

we started moving to hwee ling house at 7pm and it was traffic jam also... by the time we reached her house, every one is busying burn chicken, hot dogs, corns, potatos and fishes.. we were so paiseh coz so late only reached there and they already burn some for us to eat.. "ah ma" also burn chickens for us.. hehe.. feel so warm.. after finish bbq, we went to her karaoke room to sing k..one of my cousin sing "tian mi mi" for us..and celebrate 6th birthday for him..a jelly cake..

we went back at 10something after mummy help "dai yi" claen the outside floor..^^ a normal bbq day..

Ignoring...

today is the 8am class, I'm so lazy to wake up but have to also.. as usual Lee Shea will fetch us go to uni every Thursday.. after finish the 8am class, we got break time till 1230pm, and we going to meet Ida for the assignment (err.. actually is Lee Shea and Siew Leng wanted to ask, I didn't contribute anything also >.<).. who knows we just find out sau hean group have the same topic with us.. i get shocked and luckily Ida still accept and didn't ask us to change topic.. things happen like that, when the time we, siu groups and Catherine groups sit in an empty room (H109) wait the time pass, they talk about me.. they keep asking whether Leong is my boyfriend or not; is it we couple already but didn't tell out; why we dun couple since we are very close to each other.. all this questions make me very ignoring, feel not nice to hear... it is my problem? cause i so close to him although i know he is still like me? maybe i should get off from him, dun so near with him, then i will be get away from all this questions... no point to explain to them since they dun believe.. i got wrong to close with a guy that's not my boyfriend?

after this, Leong attend for the OD class, i didn't even look at him, when i see him, i will think of what they questioning me!! so i just ignore him! and he dun feel nice when back home, we also talk less to each other... i just dunno y... why he cant try to understand me when he feel i got problem? why he can't just try to find out what happen? he's always no patient to find out whats my problem, when I want to tell that time he already stop asking... why we will quarrel recently for only a small small matter?? I think I should think deeply about it..... sigh....

friendsss..

today i went to pasar malam i saw Catherine, Caferine, Lim and "Hui Voon". when i saw them my heart feel not nice, i though they dun wan to come pasar malam so i just go with my "gor". when i wish to out with them, they will reject me coz they busy with assignment or dun feel like going out, but when they want to "yok" me I'm the one who busy.. recently.. no is very long time d... i didn't out with them, and that we talk less to each other, seldom tell our own life things to each other. dunno why i will feel not nice when they go pasar malam and didn't ask me along.. last time our relationship so good but now is only hi bye friend.. maybe i take them seriously.. really think they are my close friends that can talk secret to each other like last time..

I'm wondering whether my communication got problem o not.. why other peoples can communicate well with each other but me, i only can communicate with people in a short period?? i wish to be like others, can talk joke, can tease each other.. actually what is my problem?? is it i scare of other peoples will mad at me if i say something wrong? or i actually is not that type of person so i can't mix with those peoples??

after pasar malam, gor went to my house to read articles for the MA assignment.. but something happen between us and make the environment inside the room is quite.. gor trying to "tam" me.. but i just mad at him with his childish attitude.. after awhile I don't angry at him and try to talk to him but then after answering what i ask him he tell me he wanted to go back home.. my feeling is like angry, disappointed, sad.. why he just leave when she not tam me back? he just dun understand me.. he think he leave i will feel better but actually it is not..

sometimes he understand me well but sometimes he don't..sometimes he is too care of my feeling and then make more trouble occur.. when i tell something serious tat is a joke he didn't take it as a joke only, but when i tell something that is joke but say it in a serious way he take it seriously.

两种老公 两种人生‏

A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
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A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去

看球了啊。”
她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”
她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”
其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

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A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
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A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
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A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
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A:他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！”
她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。
幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

大姐姐真的难做。。。

我希望我不是家里排最大的，因为责任很大，要顾着家里全部大大小小的事，真的觉得很辛苦。当我家里有什么事情，都是我的错，我需要负责全部的责任。做大的就要懂得维护，保护，关心，照顾他们；可是我只做到一点，关心。我不知道怎样才可以保护他们，维护他们，照顾他们。我在外读书，家里有什么事我都无能为力，只能呆在那儿能消息，根本照顾不到他们。我什么都做不好，真的觉得自己没用。

Cambodia trip on 21-24 2009

steamboat day...yummy...

After back from ipoh last night i was so so so tired plus i sleep late somemore.. this morning still nid to wake up so early to attend the PM class.. i think not to go one...but at last i stil be a good student.. so surprise that wendy will gave me the birthday present, really appreciate it.. ^^

after finish the ECOM tutorial class, i tot can go back and sleep till gao gao... but.. my siu members want to go tesco to buy things.. so i just follow them, see wat they, so weird...suddenly nak pergi tesco pulak... hehe...

i didnt follow them to buy things but i walk around myself.. lee shea and siew leng too hungry d... so they bought d fried chicken and nasi lemak eat in tesco.. "lets see wat they buy.." they bought crap stick, hot dog, ice cream, soft drinks......"pei yin,do u think this ice lemon tea nice?"yin yin ask.. i feel weird why sudenly will ask me like tat, normally she wont ask and straight buy one.. this is my fravourite drink and sure i tell yin yin is nice.. i doubt of why she will ask me like tat.. "they going to do a party is it" i think.. but just a few minute of doubt..feel weird but dun care coz im so tired want to fast fast find MR.CHAU.

After finished buy all the stuff, they want to go withdraw money and buy bus tickets.. so i still wait patiently to go back home find MR.CHAU. How blur was me, i didn't hold my drink and pour to leong car when he start to drive.. =.= i almost fat lan za... i think leong also feel no good coz make his car sweet.. but he sitll talk to me nicely.. =.= really blur and paiseh ><

while yin yin and lee shea went to withdraw money, i cant tahan d so sleep awhile. suddenly, heard yin yin LOL,same as lee shea and honng lyn also... "hahahaha... i misopen other ppl car and tot is leong car..." yin yin say.. now i can see yin yin is blur than me... wakakakaka...

ok.... finally can go back and SLEEP!!!! yeah... ^^ but it is already 4.30pm...=.=leong already invite me for dinner at 7pm.. haiz... better than nothing so i sleep gao gao although is only 1.5hours for me to sleep.. 6.00pm - "hello, u wake up d?still so tired?"leong called me. "mm...mm....yaaaa...." i answered.. when i end the call and lai chuang for 15min and wake up le..i feel better than just now,at least not tat tired than just now..but dunno why my mood not that good...leong come early to burn CD before we out for dinner at 7pm.

Someone is rushing leong to ask him,"it is time to bring me out for dinner". Hoong lyn called. "Almost.." leong answered. leong say fetch hoong lyn before we go makan.. When rec her house.. so dark, didn't on the living room light also... leong ask to wait hoong lyn inside the hse coz she is not ready yet... weird...weid...weird...doubt...doubt...doubt...

"SURPRISE~~~!!!"siu members shouted. i get shocked, and dunno should give what respond to them.. but in my heart, i feel very happy, so excited and so touching to see them prepare the steamboat for my belated birthday.. ^^ hurey!!!!! lets MAKAN!! hahahaha... i believe they also very very hungry while preparing all the food for steamboat, just it is still raw, cant eat like tat... pity them...
wow... got my fravourite PRAWN,KERANG!!!hahaha.... yummy yummy~~~ DUN CARE D... ITADAKIMAS!!!kekeke...